O-Hi-O

So the days are counting down until I make a trip back home. Not sure if home is the right word anymore. At the same time Kansas isn't home either. Very strange. I'm very excited but at the same time almost scared of what I will find. Life has gone on without me. People have had babies, married, died, moved, forged new friendships and it might be a little like standing on the outside looking in a window at everyone. I wonder if I will still "belong". I confess I can't wait until I can have a place I can call home. When you know that your stay is only temporary it is hard to give yourself fully because you know you will just have to say good-bye again. This is what it should be like for Christians. We should never truly belong here on earth our stay here is just temporary.